life

What is this life without the ones we love? I think it would be trashy! I know I wrote a blog like this before, but this past week has just reinforced this idea to me again and how true it is for me. Here are the facts: My life is made up of others. Other people make me who I am, they make my life what it is. Without them than my life would be pointless. If we think about it everything in our life we do for others. Not that we aren't our own person and aren't individual, because we are. I'm just sayin that for me, my life consists of other people. I care greatly for people...this may be a strong point and it may be a weakness as well, but I care so so much for others and I love them with all my heart! When I really love someone in a way their life becomes my life as well. I am excited when they are excited! When they hurt, I hurt as well. When they succeed than I feel like I have succeeded as well. When they go off and start a new adventure, I want to be there with them experiencing it along side them. They are so important to me and their happiness is my happiness. I just love them so much and want them to be so happy in this life and I try to make them happy, I try to be there for them and support them in all they do and at times give them guidance when they may need it. Their life becomes as important to me as my own life! And I guess I try to live my life in a way that others can look at me and in some way I can help them at that moment. I can make them happy! When others are happy I am so happy! I love my life because I have so many wonderful people who make it great! They give me the experiences that make me who I am, and I am so grateful for that...for them....for the people they are who have helped me become who I am! People are so amazing and I love them!

Who'd have thought???

This song is awesome...


Who'd have thought it could be played like this? When I first heard it I thought it was ridiculous however now...I really like it!

Member when....

I hit a grand slam...yeah that was amazing...oh but that wasn't the "member when", it was...member when my fastpitch competitive softball team at BYU-Idaho flippin won the championship and was undefeated the whole season?? Yeah I don't remember it either cuz I wasn't there...However, it was my team and we flippin rock!! We kept sayin don't be cocky don't be cocky or that's when we get beat, but guess what?? We flippin didn't get beat and my team is the best, I'm not even going to lie and beat around the bush, My team ROCKS!! And we are the best....everyone knows it, go spread the word.....I'm just sayin...we are amazin. =)

PS: I know I'm being very cocky, but we can't be beat anymore so I have permission to be cocky!!!!

So this onetime.....

I flippin hit a GRAND SLAM!!! That onetime being last night in my intramural co-ed softball team down here at B to the Y to the U to the IDAHO!! WOO!! I'm pretty sure that was my first grand slam and it was absolutely amazin!!! I flippin almost hit it over the fence!! I hit it right to the fence though....oh man, it was wonderful!! I love hitting grand slams, I think I will do it more often =)

It's all your state of mind!!

Lately I have been listening to a song by the band Great Big Sea called "Ordinary Day" it's a wonderful song and makes me feel really happy!! I have been feeling somewhat down lately and that is not like me. I am just really missing people and feel lonely at times. I have a negative view of my classes because I would rather be someowhere else. My state of mind is not positive...than I listen to this song again and it really changes my outlook on life and my circumstances right now. I want to post the lyrics because they are really meaningful to me right now.

I've got a smile on my face, I've got four walls around me
I've got the sun in the sky, all the water surround me
Oh you know, I've been down and sometimes I'll lose
I've been battered, but I'll never bruise... it's not so bad

And I say way-hey-hey, it's just an ordinary day
and it's all your state of mind
At the end of the day,
you've just got to say... it's all right.

Jeana sits on the corner, what keeps her from dying
Let them say what they want, but she won't stop trying
Oh you know, She might stumble, they push her 'round
She might fall, but she'll never lie down...it's not so bad

And I say way-hey-hey, it's just an ordinary day
and it's all your state of mind
At the end of the day,
you've just got to say... it's all right.

**Cuz in this beautiful life there's always some sorrow
It's a double-edged knife, but there's always tomorrow
Oh you know, It's up to you now if you sink or swim,
Just keep the faith and you're ship will come in….it's not so bad**

And I say way-hey-hey, it's just an ordinary day
and it's all your state of mind
At the end of the day,
you've just got to say... it's all right.
And I say way-hey-hey, it's just an ordinary day
and it's all your state of mind
At the end of the day,
you've just got to say... it's all right, it's all right


I've got a smile on my face, I've got four walls around me

This song is so wonderful because everytime I listen to it I feel so so thankful for my life! No matter what happens in my life I am going to be ok! And no matter how bad I think things are sometimes there is always someone that has it worse than me. My life is good...
"I've got a smile on my face, I've got four walls around me."

Youtube

Youtube.com is pretty wonderful sometimes people post some pretty rad stuff on there...I am trying to get the hang of that junk lately...I posted a couple videos on there, nothing real big...but you should all check them out...which since no one reads this anymore except joette...joette...go check out my youtube videos!! Love you!! Youtube rocks woo woo!!!
http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=wisestkid

La la la la la la life is wonderful!

I was going to post this in my other blog, but no one reads that anyways...not that anyone really reads this one either, but I think this fits here better:
So pretty much I don't even live in spokane anymore, I'm in rexburg...but I do occasionally go home, and I was home this past weekend, I hung out with friends it was fun. Pretty much when I was home for fall spokane was amazing because my friends are amazing....other than that spokane is just spokane, without great people to do stuff with, its just another place to dwell...I have found that happiness is a state of mind that is created by good people, doesn't matter where you are, if you are with good people than it will be the best place ever...likewise if you are at a really awesome place it can be ruined by the people you are with, and you will learn to not like that place. People are what make a life great, not places or things, but the people in your life make it what it is...which for me is wonderful!

Loser!

Yeah I flippin lost the table tennis tournament. It was fun though. I'm not as good as the professional kids who flippin have their paddles in zip up cases and junk. They are insane ping pong kids...I am just not that intense. Oh well win some lose some...or I guess lose them all...whatev it's still fun playing! I guess I am not meant to be ping pong champion of the world. Shucks!

Table Tennis anyone?

Wow Table Tennis is so flippin awesome!! I am playing in a tournament down here just for fun tomorrow and I am really excited!! It's so fun to play!! Anyways it is a pretty intense sport...I mean like way outta control intense...like these guys...


don't worry I'm not that intense, I just pretend to be...

Some people are crazy!

Sometimes I know people that are real crazy. Like I had this friend onetime who had just gone back to school for like a week. She really missed her friends and junk who happend to live in spokane. So you know what she flippin did? She went home on friday and she had only been at school for less than a week. She got done with her classes and than just left, got in her car and drove home, which is like a 7hr drive or somethin...yeah man she was so insane! I think she must have been on drugs! She didn't really tell anyone... she just up and left by herself, I guess you could say she ran away...but anyways it was probably the best thing she had done in a while! And I heard she had so much fun, she stayed with her best friend and it was good times...Than on sunday she got in her car and drove back to school because she had class monday. She is pretty psycho, I don't really talk about her much cuz she is nuts! Anywho I thought what she did was interesting and should be documented in a blog...I'm just sayin...

A very good place to start!

Do you ever get the sudden urge to sing "The Sound of Music" songs at the top of your lungs? Cuz I sure do!!

California knows how to party!!!

Oh yeah I am going to California for the week between semesters, it's going to be very much a lot of fun and I am super uber duper excited!! Sometimes I just get so excited thinking about it...I am going with some of my buddies from Spokompton like B-rizzle, A-shizzle, J-sizzle,Kel-izzle...it's going to be of the Hizzook!! I hope I see some celebs like...you know famous people...that is one of my life goals actually... Anyways going to California makes me think of some songs....like these ones....not all the videos make sense but the song used is the song I was thinking of.... maybe I will add some more later but I doubt it....

Pictas!

Lil' Adamson and yo!
INTENSE!!!!!!
SMASH!

Ballerinas to the cubedness....
Hey Jack don't stab B!!!!
Let's play MINI GOLF!!!!!
Get the crap outta here 2006, we love 2007 now....
Mullet kicking taekwondo lady on JOEL's hat!!

D-side...last time fo' a while!!
B you are so Wiggity Whack!!!!
P to the F to the CHANG!
STRIKE...I WIN!
What is going on??

Word!

I finally switched over to the new blogger run by google, I have been putting it off but they finally forced me to switch.

So good thing we onetime had presidents who had birthdays because this past monday not having school was great! All thanks to those deceased presidents, happy b-day abe and george! I went to Provo for the weekend, it was pretty fun and nice to get away from the coldness of Rexburg! I did get the coolest thing in Utah at the BYU bookstore, it is mini Uno, like the game, it's so rad, the cards are dang small, but they are exactly the same! Whoa, it is too much fun!

I jammed my finger in basketball last night, it flippin hurts!! My basketball team is undefeated in our hearts...we actually have lost every real game we play, but we did win because of forfeit one time. Anyways my team is good, we work hard and we have oodles of fun, every game is always way close and we end up losing by just a bit, but we have fun gosh dang it! We will win one of these days, just you wait!!

My classes are good and junk like that, I have fun down here and I'm glad I have so many friends down here, they keep it real in my life. Let's face it...without them I would be so trashy and boring and I would pretty much not be who I am at all, or even close...so thanks friends, you are the greatest and I love all y'all!!

Well that's about it...Adios amigos!!

Eisley=Love

Did I ever mention that I love the band Eisley? Because I really do, they are the the greatest ever.
Here is a clip of them stating their hopes and dreams for 2007, this is from youtube it is pretty hilarious because the girls are trying so hard not to bust up laughing at Weston!



Anywho they have a new album coming out sometime this year and I am very much looking forward to it!! Here is a music video of theirs for the song Memories from their album "Room Noises", it is a very good song...the video is kinda weird,but definitely Eisley style..I just love Eisley so much and one of these days I WILL see them live in concert! Enjoy!

A long long time ago....

I just got out of my health class and am sitting in the computer lab here at byui in the clarke building, and I decided to check out my friend Joettes blog. As I looked through her very wonderful blog I than went to my own blog and realized that it is very much lacking and I have failed to keep it up to date. I remember back in the day when I first created this blog and how cool I thought it was, but than as time went by I kinda left my blog in the dust. This blog was going to be something that I could share with friends and keep them up to date on my life...but yet, I have failed in doing that.
But yet alas, I am back at school and since we all know how much I like to procrastinate while working on homework at the library here, you might find that I actually will post blogs here more often, and keep you all updated on my life and other things I find muy interesante!!
Sorry I have not been more valiant in my effort to keep this blog current....
new year's resolution #1:
Procrastinate less: Keep my blog up to date...and do my homework sooner rather than later :)

Hope you are all having a great new year so far! 2007 shall be a year of many changes and much greatness!!

Spokompton, Manito!

BLOOD!!

One of the most interesting and cool things I saw and heard in my BIO Anatomy and physiology class is this video right here...I learned so much and it pretty much got stuck in my head because it's they might be giants!! Here is the bloodmobile

Let's Bungle in the Jungle!

Hey I heard an awesome song the other day!! It's kickin! Jethro Tull is great, my friend Cortnie really digs his music!! listen to this!!




Bungle in the Jungle
Walking through forests of palm tree
apartments scoff at the monkeys who live
in their dark tents down by the waterhole
drunk every Friday, eating their nuts
saving their raisins for Sunday.

Lions and tigers who wait in the shadows,
they're fast but they're lazy,
and sleep in green meadows.

Let's bungle in the jungle well,
that's all right by me. I'm a tiger when I want love,
but I'm a snake if we disagree.

Just say a word and the boys will be right there:
with claws at your back to send a chill through the
night air. Is it so frightening to have me at your shoulder?
Thunder and lightning couldn't be bolder.
I'll write on your tombstone, "I thank you for dinner."
This game that we animals play is a winner.

Let's bungle in the jungle well,
that's all right by me. I'm a tiger when I want love,
but I'm a snake if we disagree.

The rivers are full of crocodile nasties and
He who made kittens put snakes in the grass.
He's a lover of life but a player of pawns yes,
the King on His sunset lies waiting for dawn to
light up His Jungle as play is resumed. The monkeys
seem willing to strike up the tune.

Let's bungle in the jungle well,
that's all right by me. I'm a tiger when I want love,
but I'm a snake if we disagree.

Rock on!!!!!!

Life

Here is the DL on me at the momento

School started I am taking 2 classes this first block, Span 101 and Bio 265, so far they seem like they will be a lot of work...but whatever.

I can't go to Alabama anymore...I am too broke.

Cort is coming in like a week, I am so excited...She is pretty much my best friend and always will be.

I hate when people say they will call you right back but then never do...its like alright why don't you just say I will call you some other time but not right back...if you say you'll call right back then call right back.

I need to stop putting so much trust in people I think...I feel that I trust people and love people way more then they trust and love me...I find that I get disappointed and am hurt more when they make mistakes in their life than they are...I should just accept the fact that I can't make choices for people and they are going to screw up no matter how much you think you know them or how much you trust them...turns out people you think you know pretty well...you don't know so well. What does it matter anyways...why do I have so much faith in people? If they don't even care then why should I? But for some reason I do care...I should just stop because I get hurt easily this way. I guess that is one of my shortcomings...

Why am I such a weirdo? I have never had a boyfriend in my entire life...Sometimes I think that I will never have a family of my own..

I really like the way the dash lights in a car look when its dark and they are all illuminated...something just makes me feel good about seeing them.

I'm thinking about some alternative career choices...
move to LA and become famous somehow...Just forget everyone and leave go off and travel without worrying about others(even though I am broke)...become an astronaut...Become a roadie for a band like Eisley or some other cool band...Find out where there is a candy factory that needs a taste tester... Become a film critic...Learn to play an instrument and write music and become a rock superstar...or be a health/spanish teacher and be in a school the rest of my life... What do you all think?

Current music love at the moment: Architecture in Helsinki (In case we die)