Life

Here is the DL on me at the momento

School started I am taking 2 classes this first block, Span 101 and Bio 265, so far they seem like they will be a lot of work...but whatever.

I can't go to Alabama anymore...I am too broke.

Cort is coming in like a week, I am so excited...She is pretty much my best friend and always will be.

I hate when people say they will call you right back but then never do...its like alright why don't you just say I will call you some other time but not right back...if you say you'll call right back then call right back.

I need to stop putting so much trust in people I think...I feel that I trust people and love people way more then they trust and love me...I find that I get disappointed and am hurt more when they make mistakes in their life than they are...I should just accept the fact that I can't make choices for people and they are going to screw up no matter how much you think you know them or how much you trust them...turns out people you think you know pretty well...you don't know so well. What does it matter anyways...why do I have so much faith in people? If they don't even care then why should I? But for some reason I do care...I should just stop because I get hurt easily this way. I guess that is one of my shortcomings...

Why am I such a weirdo? I have never had a boyfriend in my entire life...Sometimes I think that I will never have a family of my own..

I really like the way the dash lights in a car look when its dark and they are all illuminated...something just makes me feel good about seeing them.

I'm thinking about some alternative career choices...
move to LA and become famous somehow...Just forget everyone and leave go off and travel without worrying about others(even though I am broke)...become an astronaut...Become a roadie for a band like Eisley or some other cool band...Find out where there is a candy factory that needs a taste tester... Become a film critic...Learn to play an instrument and write music and become a rock superstar...or be a health/spanish teacher and be in a school the rest of my life... What do you all think?

Current music love at the moment: Architecture in Helsinki (In case we die)